Bond

Took lulu for a walk 2nite and I saw xiao hei visiting da hei who is 4 house away from our home. It seems xiao hei was walking around to see if da hei was doing good but da hei still din hiu her. Saw xiao hei looking back before she jumped to another house going b home.
Animals have bonds also, and I believe love exist between them oso

Missing

It has been the 2nd week since ah bi left me. But Lulu reminded me of him when he actually hugged me for 3 seconds. Missed Ah Bi when he used to sit beside me when I'm emo. Lulu is just uncontrollable. He doesnt listen and doesnt obey at all. My arms become his toy which he likes to bite all the time. I've got wounds everywhere and I cant do anything about it. He is just a kid...
Please forgive me if I smell like a dog, I just cant control the dog who keeps licking, jumping on me and bite me.
Ah Dai has skin disease dy. I'm hurting so much to see his look become more dai! Sigh. Xiao Hei will be giving birth soon and I'm anticipating to see the small cute kittens.
Saw Da Hei at neighbour's house when I took Lulu for a walk 2nite. She was still the arrogant princess. Untouchable. She was there because there were more foods there, and maybe the surrounding is better. I'll just let it be although I miss her cuteness. It will be just more than enough to see her doing fine~

Decision making

Ｅｖｅｒｙ year, same time but not same mistakes.
Dont be afraid to make mistakes becoz next time you wont have to guess what you want. You'll know (Ｔｗｉｌｉｇｈｔ　ｅｃｌｉｐｓｅ）

once upon a time

I've got the same feeling again
Maybe I'm sick mentally
Maybe this is how things are made to be
I'm used to this feeling dy
I guess I've grown a lot more.
God's creation is always wonderful.
God's decision for me is always wise.
Thats what I believe, now and always for everything's sake.
For now, I shall emo but not for a very long time..........

Rejected

Seems applying into other uni is impossible for now. every other uni is offering different subject at different year.
80% that I'll continue in the same uni.
Hope my life will turn better if I move next year.
Next destination, still unknown.

2nd Week

Quite happy these days. Outing with frens, play dota and basketball.
Working as a typist, with lots of female colleague. Wohoo~
Doing fine with Lulu, he is growing stronger and more energetic. Hope i can teach him how to obey instructions.
Results out, and they are incredibly ugly, ranging from 5,6,7and 9.
Hope I can move to Portsmouth and start a new life as I wish.
God Bless.

7th Day

I was disconnected for 8 days. Special thanks to TM. Lousy service, lousy product. Sigh.
Dear Ah Bi passed away on the 7th day since I was back, and he was sick for 15 days. He gave me hope that he will recover, gave me time to accept the fact that he will be leaving soon. I managed to take care for him till the last few hours, until he went away in silence, taking all my pain and memories. There were tears in my eyes, but they didnt roll down. I was glad that God had ended his pain and brought him to a better place. His flesh was buried at somewhere near our house, but the memories will last forever.
Now we have Lulu, the taiwanese dog. Extremely energetic, naughty and uncontrollable. But he will be another new start again, to be my another friend of the lifetime.