Sick

Why now?
I could barely breath.
I am afraid.
I couldn't focus.
I felt alone.
I wanna break free.
I shouldn't fall into this.
I hate myself.
Once, twice, thrice , never ending loop.
I think I deserved it.
Happiness is always short for me.
Here comes the reality to torture me.
No one have been through what I have been.
Don't say anything before you tried to step into my shoes.
I already did my best. I really did.
Give me of couple days and I'll stand firm like I used to be.
Used to the feelings, really hate it.
Counting my own blessings right now.
God decided this for me, I'll follow him with my heart.
Whatever the outcome is, I will survive the dark with Your light in front.

(Quoted Annie Ling 2011)

感恩

上帝应许的，他必定成就。
祷告了两件事，虽然过了好久可是还承蒙应许。信心非常重要。
近来却忽略了祷告，有些愧疚。
今天刚完成了一份课业。希望两天内还能完成一份。星期六要去桑德兰玩～

Thanks

See the new skin and layout?
Special thanks to small pretty shy girl aka Ashley
I'm sure the skin will remain the same after 2 or 3 years.
Only girls will put effort in decorating their blog. lol.
Still many thanks anyway. New year, New skin, still stupid contents.
Cheers~

Tension

Felt so tense after a year of free-ness. Have been involving in all kinds of project and recently found out there is an assignment about earthquake seismic waves and jet streams which due about 3 weeks time. How the hell am I going to know about these shit?
4 assignments due. Going to explode anytime.

2011

Another new year approached. Time flies. Forget forgive and move forward.
Looking forward for any surprises in my life. Hoping everything will be fine for everyone.
Seek and you shall get. God Bless =)

Holiday

Finally, it is now holiday. It started with fever and I passed first three days of my holidays in bed. Fourth day, doing assignments, shitloads of them =.=. Anticipating hotpot dinner with churchmates on 25th and SHOPPING SPREE on Boxing day! God Please Guide me through all the hardships =)