Life~

It has been a long time since I have stopped by to drop anything here.
Briefly describing life so far : Piece of shit
Being tired. Being disappointed. Being lost in time. Being confused. Going through mundane routine.
Just tired carrying my burdens and hopes and all of them shattered into pieces and I have to mend them piece by piece on my own.
Many stopped by to share my laughter. Tears, one or two perhaps. But I know who will be leaving at what time.
Getting used to it. Moving on on my own. Tomorrow will be brand new day, I believe, perhaps.

Back to the old place

Decided to leave Sibu to go back to the old place last weekend. Bintulu was the first stop. Stayed at chai's house. That place reminds me of whatever happened when I was in foundation. Those days sunk down into memories, which I will never look back. We bought a bottle of chivas, a dozen of stout and few packets of cigarettes. Talked about past and future, money, career and women. Whom we met in the past, who we are with these days. Things change with time. What we did were to laugh them through whole night till dawn.

Reach Miri the another day afternoon. Didn't manage to meet and hang out with everyone i know. Some is experiencing things that will help them to grow up. But still glad to see everyone is doing alright. Chilling out at Sports Cafe during the last night. Sang as loud as we could, bottom up every beer we saw, Shake with the bass of the music, ended up in Lutong at 4am, eating my favorite wantan.

Nothing matters anymore when you are able to have fun with your valuable friends. May not be coming back next year. By the time we are meeting up, everyone will have graduated, some married perhaps? Some working far far away? Only time can tell the answer. Moving on again, departing towards different journey.
God Bless us all, may we be gathering in somewhere again in future. You all are my best friends =')

忙

忙碌能让你忘了一切。
如果我的忙碌能有回报，我希望能这样一直下去。
不过，这日子只剩有58天~

Blessed

Xiao hei barely recognize me when I was back on the first day. Today, she was lying beside me when I was having dinner. Bet she gonna be lonely since ah Dai passed away and Da Hei ran away. Hope she will be good friend with cookie soon.

Just felt that I am blessed to be home again. God has made the impossible possible and shown a path when time has come. Please forgive me for complaining so much and having so little faith when I was in the darkness. Thank you for holding my hands, making me realize I wasn't alone in these days. You are always beside me

Home

16th of July. Another 2 weeks had passed. Had pleasant time with my beloved friends in KL yesterday. Hoping we could meet again someday and have fun~
Seriously deprived of sleep as blood veins in my eyes burst. As a result, tears started dropping and people in KLIA was looking at me as I look like a pathetic man hiding in corner crying for some reason.
Met Cookie. She was afraid of me and started running hiding and barking when I reached home.
With Curiosity
As if she was saying: GET AWAY FROM ME~~

our relationship got better as I spent some time with her. Hopefully will be improving these few days =D

Time flies. This is second day of July. Spent June with my beloved friends before each of us heading towards different journey. Everyone moved forward while i am still struggling to find a way out. Moving house these few days, moving tonnes of luggage around. Arms still aching, hopefully will decrease some fat meat through this. Will be moving again three days later to a place with no internet connection.
Hoping God will make a way~

The fact seems harsh, future seems hopeless. Prayers seems unanswered. I still believe in anything.
Fire tests Gold, God tests your heart. Time speaks the truth.