Finished last assignment for the month. February and March gonna be dissertation month. Wohoo~

[God] is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. —Hebrews 11:6
The danger for those who doubt is that they stop looking for God because they believe He can’t be found.
He promised, however, that those who seek God with all their heart and soul will find Him (Deut. 4:29). The book of Hebrews confirms that God rewards those who diligently seek Him (11:6).

If you struggle to believe, remember: Just because you don’t see God doesn’t mean He doesn’t exist. He promises to be found by those who seek Him.

I searched with all my heart to know
If God was really there;
He graciously revealed Himself,
His mercy, love, and care. —Cetas

Because God is great, He will be sought;
because God is good, He will be found.

我们的上帝是忌邪的神。除他以外，别无他神。
当全新全意赞美，但愿你的国度降临之前，我家人与朋友都能归信你。
我祈求圣灵在你们心里动工，愿未信者得救，软弱的得刚强。
詩 篇 138:3
我 呼 求 的 日 子 ， 你 就 应 允 我 ， 鼓 励 我 ， 使 我 心 里 有 能 力 。

There are forces in my heart that drains my energy away. Super~dry. May God cast the evil spirits away.

2012

Today I have signed another contract with God:
To commit myself to you, and let me have a suitable post in your creations, let me suffer for you, and give me the work you want me to do. Give me mission and when you are calling for someone else, I shall stand aside. No matter being lifted up or brought down, rich or poor, I would give everything I have to you willingly.

My sixth sense is telling me something today. I have to accept the fact I stood in a wrong place all time. This is what I have read today:
Make your prayers persistent, do not give up when the results are not seen.
God's delay must be for our greatest benefit.
Not a prayer or a tear is wasted before God.

Again, faith is tested. But above all, please grant me simple happiness in my heart. This is the most luxury gift I would be asking for.

Life is like drama. This one is really nice.

My friends in past 14 years

Cookie when we first met.

How close is she when she knew me


This is the last picture i had about her. as if she was asking me to move on. i really missed her when she needed me everywhere. She was so elegant. Why do u leave again without me by your side?








I just couldn't take it anymore. It makes me feel like shit to know u guys so well but unable to be with u guys whenever u needed me while u will be when I needed someone. Have I cared too much? Makes me feel like a dumb to cry over something that doesn't exist anymore. Maybe I shouldn't put too much love in something. Everything will be gone in no time. This heartache is immense. I felt so helpless now