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Time flies. Another week gone. There are too much to remember that sometimes we may forget the happy ones. So, blog to record your happy and sad days. One day, when you are sad, u'll smile to recall the happy days, when you are happy, u'll be more grateful tat you've walked through those sad days.




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Went to KL on 1st Sept, met Annie and her cousin at Sibu airport. I was embarrassed by my own stupid act to kacau kacau her and make others stare at us with different eyes in the plane.. Paiseh LA.... hohoho. Reach KL around 2pm. It took us one hour to reach Sungai Wang Hotel which is near Sungai Wang(lol, noob description) from KLIA. Well, the facilities are quite good, gt TV with Wah Lai Toi and HBO channel only, small fridge centrally controlled air-con and a very old bathroom. After we settled down, we went to BB Plaza which was 3 mins walk( i think less than tat). Then, when I was asking to go to Sg Wang, my sis knocked my head coz we were in it. BB and Sg Wang are connected and I dono about it. Shopping was fun, until the goods tat we bought became heavier and heavier and I'm the one who was carrying them!! Until 6pm, my sis de friend Evelyn joined us in the shopping spree. After we had our dinner, we switched our battlefield to Times Square. It was around 745pm when my job became more difficult bcoz all I did was following them and waited for my sis to hunt for her shoes... Until 930, she finally decided to stop bcoz it was quite late liao and she bought two new pairs of shoes. We lost our way back to the hotel coz I was too tired to think and she just walked with her "6th senses". Luckily we met a guard in front of Low Yat Plaza and asked for direction.. So xia soi.. lolx... she was very panic tat time... hahaha.... We counted the goods tat we hunted down and those we bought for our beloved. Later when I finally got my rest, my sis refused to sleep pula. Coz the air-con was super duperly cold and the hungry ghost festival was near. When she refused to sleep, I canot sleep.. Then, things gone worse when we found out tat our Digi line was almost zero in tat room. Sometimes, call just got cut off and messages couldn't be sent or received... Sad.... Eventually, she was just too tired to keep herself awake and fall asleep. Thanks GOD. Next morning, we woke up at 530am, called for a taxi and went to Wisma MCA for my UK Visa. We were the first to reach there but the damn guard there doesn't let us upstairs to queue for our number. He said we had to wait till 8am.. lol.. Luckily, there's wireless available here and I was on msn at 645 and found out tat Chee Ling was up dy, and he said he was so early just to study? Around 715, we saw a family went upstairs but the guards weren't stopping them... No principle de guards, change their minds so easily... After application of my visa was done, we went back to Sg Wang to shop again. Now, it's my turn to payback coz my sis oredi teman me to search for things for my beloved. Spent the rest of the day carrying, commenting and following my sis buying things for her bf... Lol... The rest of the night was a boring one, coz we took our time to bite the meatless chicken wings in our room.. lol..... On the 3rd, we woke up at 430, packing and leaving the hotel. Went to KLIA at 530. My sis vomitted after she arrived at the airport coz the Taxi Driver was a very " good" driver. I was alright becoz I wasn't awake on the way to airport. I was amused by the self checking in machine and touch screen thingy at the airport. I wanted to act like a retarded 5 year old child but after I think twice, for my sis's sake, I resisted my "childishness" deep inside and completed my check-in normally. haha... I took the flight to Miri while my sis went back to Sibu... Glad to see my old friends who came to pick me up at the airport... they have nt changed, still remained cool, humor, and smart.. Spent two days in Miri, seeing my friends and helped out for the Geology Day thingy. And very sorry for those friends who I din get to meet them coz I was busy with my "business"... Hehe..



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My dear laopo:

Leaving Miri this time is harder than I thought. When your best friend asked: "How much your like her?"... Hmm, I was speechless, coz it is a feeling in your heart which I could not decribe by words, so I brought them out through my actions. There are still so much words kept in my mind and yet Your smile melts my heart, I was speechless tat night. . Trying to empty my mind to keep my tears from rolling down.......Hmmm, did I succeed? The morning I was about to leave, it rained cats and dogs when I woke up. So, I prayed to GOD saying: Please, please GOD, subside the rain so that U can drive safely back and forth, so that we do nt have say goodbye in rain. It did happened. Moral of the story: GOD answers every sincere prayers, please pray for me as I'll pray for u too. And very thanks for your words, they've given me much courage and strength to pursue my dreams and I'll try the very best of me to bring back you happiness.

See with your eyes

Listen with your ears

Feel it with your heart

"Do not smell my smelly body"

And carve the important ones inside your heart.

Thanks for everything, again I received more than expected.

~Still Loving U wearing Skirts~

Thanks, my frenzzz

After 4 days of turmoil, finally everything is set. I've gt all the documents I need, what I have to do now is wait for the time to come, apply for visa, then all done. Never thought the process will be so troublesome and tiring.. I seriously lack of sleep and don't get enuf rest. Hope that I won't get sick...
Yesterday, was a normal day.. Until nite time.... Roger called and say: U eng bo? Come wilson to wilson's house.. We have a farewell party for U.. Wah... so happy and touched.. Reach there around 930pm, saw ming hao n wilson busy burning the charcoal. The rest ( Shirley, Grace, Roger) preparing the chicken wings, chicken butt<<<, pork and beef for barbecuing. Tony the manager barbecue everything, and he has great skill, no scorched chicken wings nor hot dogs were found.. haha.. Ah Tong, Ah Hua n Ah Yew = the waiters, serving everyone else. Double Colins were there to entertain us= joking, talking craps and to eat.. haha.. Wilson sponsored Absolute Vodka and Gordon Bleu tat night. And I finally found out why a bottle of Gordon Bleu costs rm398 while Vodka and Chivas costs only rm50 to rm70. Both the cheaper liquors we canot drink them pure, they must be mixed with either coke or sprite. But Gordon Bleu, it smells nice, no burning sensation when u drink it pure. End of the night, I was numb again. Ming Hao, tony and colins ran home early. Ah Hua slept like a pig, and Ah Yew vomitted everything in his stomach out like last time.... MUAHAHAHAHA... Luckily, Roger and I still able to drive. Roger drove Ah Yew's car and sent everyone home. I had to follow him to make sure everyone is ok. I was the last to reach home, and luckily, din meet any police on the way or else, I'll be in deep shit. Thank GOD for guiding me home safely while I can sense my hands and legs numb and nearly fall asleep when I sent Roger home. How dangerous was tat... Tat reminds me of a sentence: DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE, BCOZ U'LL SPILL YOUR DRINK.... HEHE.. Reach home around 3am, and LUCKILY, i din wake anybody else ( my parents) or I'll be dead meat.. lolx.
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Today, the gathering was disappointing for me. I reached Enjoy Cafe at 1230 pm though people told me the gathering was actually 12pm. When I reach there, only 3 ppl were there. The rest? Arrived at 1240pm.. LOL... So, tat proved that I knew my friends well because they'll always be late for around 30mins when they asked for a gathering or some other activities. Then, dad called and asked me to drive the car home bcoz the other car rosak. He fetched me back to Enjoy Cafe and went to do his stuff. It took almost an hour when I was back to the cafe and everyone else had finished their food and drinks. The only activity left was taking pictures.. lol... Quite disappointed becoz I failed to update my friends news while we could barely meet anymore... Haiz... Worse of all, my father forgot to fetch me and he kept me waiting at the freaking restaurant for almost one hour.. Wtf.. I nearly fainted waiting for him there.....
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Hell Ya~~

I wonder why do people think about themselves first before they think about others. Maybe I should too.. coz I maybe happier that way... Thinking about how u people will be then? Do others care about how you feel or what you will be?
Went to Fu Yuan Methodist Church's 40th anniversary dinner last nite.... 30 waiters were hired( including me) to serve 160 tables consists of 10 people each. = 1600 people? Worked from 500pm to 1am. Walked back and forth in d Scared Heart Hall which is d size of 10 badminton courts about 100 times I think, serving the food and the needs of every people there. After the dinner, we moved all the plastic chairs to the backstage.. Of all 1600, I moved at least 200 chairs and moved the damn heavy wood table onto the lorry. If you have been observing, in every place that we work, there will be people ular ular (ing). Some will just stand there and watch you work and will only move after you asked, some chit-chatting, some hide in the toilet and most importantly, they'll just watch you working you ass off and won't give a helping hand.. Earned RM30 one night, and I deserved every cents. For those who didn't help at all, why do you people dare to stretch your hands and ask for the pay at the end of the night? shame on you people.. GOD bless you and your "hard-earned" money.

Slept at 3am and woke up at 9am. My dear dear Global Agent, Kristy... I really hate you for putting me behind my schedule and plans. Why don't you give me my offer letter earlier while it arrived long time ago and while you already knew that I canot enter University of Sunderland last friday and why you didn't call and inform? I hate you. But what can I do? Drove around whole day, to get my passport, to transfer money , to pay my school fees and when confirmed the date to go KL to do visa, Malaysia Airlines website down just when I got back home to book the tickets. It was down for 10 hours!! wtf...

My dear family members, I'm here today to care for your needs, drove you people around whenever you asked to, buy whatever you ask, do whatever you do for about a month. And izzit very over to ask for a four days break for you people that you people nid to bom me gao gao? Have you people care how I feel deep inside my heart?

Ding Dong

Blink blink @.@>>> what date is today? End of August dy? But memories of past few months still remain fresh... Like everything just happened yesterday.... Wondering what I have contributed to anyone around me... Damn.... I'm just like a parasite in d family.. Haiz Haiz...
Spent average 5 hours on dota per day, 1 hour eating, 1 hour fb, 3 hours tv 1 hour on beloved, 2 hours yamcha, 1 hour driving, 8 hours sleep, another 2? I'm out of earth...
But every of these days, I'm grateful to have my beloved to share my feelings, to talk , to laugh, to complain... etc..Thanks GOD for everything... but please forgive me GOD, for not going to church every Sunday...

To Laopo:
Angrying= Punishing yourself with mistakes that others commit.
You can't control people's thought, act and what they say. So, do not judge who and how you should be because of some people's stupid act and thought. You are who you are and you should be. Brenda Yap Fang Fang whom I love so much: Kind, loving, helpful, adorable beautiful, innocent, hot hot and most importantly LOUD.
For me, I treat people who treated me badly as nice as I can... Coz : karma..
Today, if ppl throw a stone at you and you pick up the stone and throw back, isn't you as NCAA(no class at all) as them? Believe, someday, they'll be crashed by boulders, just matter of time. Karma>> you reap what you sow<<
In conclusion, BE HAPPY and you can be, you willl be and you SHOULD BE...hook small finger, chop in d thumb ?....

~End of preach~

忍

When everything goes out of your plan, that means GOD doesn't like your plan.
When your plan doesn't keep up with the changes, then change your plan.（当计划赶不上变化，那就改变计划吧~）
Ppl say, hundreds of "ren" can become gold（百忍成金），see how much I can earn today~~
Thanks for d taught ya, my dear dear~~

~忍~

钱不够用~~

Kns punya toto and magnum.. buy wat number, tat number wont come out d... so pek chek... Grrr... ZzzzZzzz...
Money money money... come come come....
I need you badly~~ Phew..... rm50 blown away... but earn leh... so much harder...
I hav a dad, who doesnt give any money when I'm home, and when I'm damn broke and he doesn't want to giv any cents... Lol... Moreover, when I wanna find a part time job, he don't allow pula.... lol... So, I'll use my remaining ringgit to gamble big one... hahaha.. quite stupid huh?
Today is just another day when I receive early morning message from my laopo to wake me up for 2 minutes to look at the message and then *peng*, back to sleep.. =P
Today is just another day when I used to sit in front of my com to rot and spoil my eyes and backbone... My back is getting more painful for sitting at wrong pose for long time everyday.. Hope there will be no long term side effect later.....
Today is just another day that I have to drive my sis around to get things done....receiving parcels from post office, buy some kueh kueh to eat, buy TOTO every wed, sat and sun.. Omg... ADDICTED..
Today, i woke up shocked to hear my mom's stomach had swollen.... Drove her to d specialist hospital but doc said she was ok... Paid rm50 for consultation fee... I realised doc are so rich becoz of innocent patients like us~~ Talked for 15 mins nia.. Haiz..

Today, i realised i have so few friends in sibu now to talk to... Limteh with ming hao alone at Bandung... coz canot find anymore friends liao... And realised my life is so miserable... We chit-chatted for 3 hours... <<<>> talked about past, now, and future.... How wonderful our life were when we were in secondary school, updated myself about what's happening around with my friends... And most of them oredi have girlfriend?? Neh, this one with this lo, that with that lo...SHOCKING　Ｎｅｗｓ：Mr J, who gt d best SPM result in our school ( description: not so tall, wear spec, u noe la, those kind of ppl who only know study de looK) has a gf... LOL... no offence... but, that's fast, future DOC.....hahahah..
Listened to many ba gua, wat happened around, who else owned a DT(dao tao in foochow means 2nd wife), Ming Hao's point of view about boys and girls relationship... Hrmm.. I just realised something... something that only time can tell in future.....
Sorry that I canot call these few nights coz phone no credit liao...canot borrow mom's phone liao coz last time I used it, it costs rm30++ for a single call to my laopo for 2 hours.. She gone crazy d... But this is d situation I have to get used to when I leave Malaysia, when I canot listen to my laopo's voice or message to her everyday, everynight... But I think my laopo won't miss my ugly voice and face so much la.. so, nvm lo....
Haiz Haiz... Miss Miss.....

~I'm So Hollow~

Chapter？？

恋爱，在感情上，当你想征服对方的时候，实际上已经在一定程度上被对方征服了。

首先是对方对你的吸引，然后才是你征服对方的欲望。