Song of the day 不住感謝，不停讚美

黃國倫-滾石音樂　【不住感謝，不停讚美 】

喔 主的恩典是何等寶貴
主的慈愛是何等甘甜
我願嘗嘗這種滋味
便知祂的善美

這世界充滿許多謊言
求主吸引我的視線
單單愛慕祢的一切
常住祢的裡面

喔耶穌 喔耶穌
祢是何等寶貴

喔耶穌 喔耶穌
我要不住感謝
不停讚美

This song soothes me tonight.

13 April 2012

Looking back in few years time, never thought I would make it this far. It has been three years since I left my country to study in UK. I am now only 3 exams away from being a graduate engineer. Those times were harsh when I had to learn to grow. Fallen down hard, bleed myself inside out. Met different people who enlighten my life, many pass by but none would stay. But this is life, You have arranged many people to appear at some moment in my life. Some would make me happy, some would disappoint me, some would stay for a long period of time, some just temporarily. I believe that it is Your intention no matter what has happened.
I am still as blur about the future when I first step on this land. Nevertheless, You have guided me through everything. No matter what lies ahead of me, I am never afraid because I BELIEVE. I have grabbed on something SOLID to hope on. You have given me friends, lover and family. You taught me how to love because You first loved me. Although I am just a wretch, a piece of worthless shit, still You have the patience to shape me and my life in a unique way. Thank you Jesus for everything. May You let me be the light and salt in this world, to give selflessly and love unconditionally like you did. You are my greatest teacher and Father in Heaven.

Finished last assignment for the month. February and March gonna be dissertation month. Wohoo~

[God] is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. —Hebrews 11:6
The danger for those who doubt is that they stop looking for God because they believe He can’t be found.
He promised, however, that those who seek God with all their heart and soul will find Him (Deut. 4:29). The book of Hebrews confirms that God rewards those who diligently seek Him (11:6).

If you struggle to believe, remember: Just because you don’t see God doesn’t mean He doesn’t exist. He promises to be found by those who seek Him.

I searched with all my heart to know
If God was really there;
He graciously revealed Himself,
His mercy, love, and care. —Cetas

Because God is great, He will be sought;
because God is good, He will be found.

我们的上帝是忌邪的神。除他以外，别无他神。
当全新全意赞美，但愿你的国度降临之前，我家人与朋友都能归信你。
我祈求圣灵在你们心里动工，愿未信者得救，软弱的得刚强。
詩 篇 138:3
我 呼 求 的 日 子 ， 你 就 应 允 我 ， 鼓 励 我 ， 使 我 心 里 有 能 力 。

There are forces in my heart that drains my energy away. Super~dry. May God cast the evil spirits away.

2012

Today I have signed another contract with God:
To commit myself to you, and let me have a suitable post in your creations, let me suffer for you, and give me the work you want me to do. Give me mission and when you are calling for someone else, I shall stand aside. No matter being lifted up or brought down, rich or poor, I would give everything I have to you willingly.

My sixth sense is telling me something today. I have to accept the fact I stood in a wrong place all time. This is what I have read today:
Make your prayers persistent, do not give up when the results are not seen.
God's delay must be for our greatest benefit.
Not a prayer or a tear is wasted before God.

Again, faith is tested. But above all, please grant me simple happiness in my heart. This is the most luxury gift I would be asking for.