Unexpected Present

Few emails of the present reminds me of the past.

Last two years were years of great depression, when I was living in boredom, fear and darkness. With no one to talk to, with nowhere to go in extreme weather. In many situation that I have too much freedom and too much choices to be made, there were nothing much for you to grab on when you fall.

But there is a man whom I don't know completely, sent me emails and bring me messages about God. I am much inspired and motivated after reading his testimonies about God, but never found out who he really is until last few weeks. www.jameslau88.com

A complete random man could inspire another stranger. Amazing things happen all the time. I asked and prayed for changes in life. In return, I would serve God. As a result, no matter how busy I am, no matter how bad the situation is, no matter how tired I am, I would overcome any obstacles when time is right.

I asked for surprises before last year ends, and I've got more than expected. I would never stop asking from now. Give thanks for every unexpected present that is given.

Never stop praying.

Fear

When every senses of yours have been provoked in a place you familiar with,
which reminds you of good memories which you could never have again,
regrets and disappointment taking over.
Above all, I heard a voice which guides me, solves my problems and soothes my heart.
When I found myself in despair, I could overcome the feelings quicker than I could.
I will not borrow the time of the past to visualize my future.
I've gained strength to push and pull someone further.
I will stay put until I am given wings to fly.

Today is a special day, when fear was replaced with joy within short period of time.
Psalm 103:17
Their children will know that he always does what is right, and He always loves those who keep his covenant.
Give thanks =)

Just ate 9 drumsticks today. Incredibly hungry for no reason.
Yuyu, I'll quote what you've wrote today as it motivates lots.. hehe.
http://yuyu-76.blogspot.com/