Faith Vs Self Confidence

Which part of my face indicates that I am a good guy? In fact, I'm not that good but I hold many secrets of other people. I dont want to be a good guy because 男人不坏，女人不爱。Nevertheless, thanks for the people who trusted me and hoping you all will be better after talking to me. Please speak to me whenever or where-ever I am. I will be willing to listen.
Recently, me and my Vietnamese coursemate are better friend than before. We have been chatting about our friends, girlfriends, family and what we are about to do. Nobody in the class has been listening to him because of his poor English except me. He said I am his best friend here, and he brought my mood up by making my presence much appreciated.

Really, you cant judge a book by its cover. He is much more older than what he looks like, having many girlfriends which you may not believe from his appearance. But the more I know him, the more respect I have on him, for who he is, knowledge he has and what he had been through.

I shared him my the best thing in my life too, Jesus. But what I met is a high wall. I asked him if he believed God, he said yes, but he believed himself more. Sometimes, he dont even believe himself. The epic example will be he used his right hand to put money into the pocket, then taking out the money using left and and recount it again. LOL.
I said I have faith, he said he has self- confidence. But who is right? only time could tell.

He said, no matter how unhappy you are, try make others laugh. This reminded me of the phrase 笑容只是个表情，与快乐无关。
Appreciate every moments with good friends you meet, who knows when will we meet again, and where will we spend this much time together when our path diverges one day?
We do not need to gain any recognition by anyone now, because we are now still studying. When one day, you graduated, get a job and being reputable, people will recognize you ( girls are meant).
Love and break and love and break and the one who stays with you till the end will be your true love ( in his world LOL). Love is so much untrue for me, it is like
聋子听见哑巴说瞎子他看到了爱情。
I did appreciate everything I have. I believe in things I see, words I heard. Sometimes I could see things happening. But I chose to turn my back on these things.
For those who spoke to me after seeing my emo posts previous days, I apologize and really appreciate for the concern. I am actually alright and will do that from time to time when I am bored and stressed.
I am not afraid of dark after seeing ghosts. I am numb to pain after getting up from the fall. Dont worry about me. I am always alright =)
God Bless you and me and everyone around. Hoping to see everyone around with smiley faces =)

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Listen

Please listen to the deepest sound in my heart.
I need you now.
May you heal my spirit and soul and bring me back into life

Damn SAd~

Mr Lulu aka the stupid dog who doesn't know the way back home, only barks and bites his master (me) and friend to every stranger is officially missing T.T
He is young and tender and about 1 years old.
Missing every moment we spent together and love the feeling when he is lying on my lap.
Praying to God that he will guide him back. Looking forward to see him again during summer time. Hope i will still have the chance to hug him again and heart talk with him.
I like heart talk with my fluffy buddies cause they will always be at your side, smiles and agree with everything you say (though I know I am lying to myself).
Seriously hate my life, to see everything I love leaving. Haizz..