Last Christmas

献给前几天在我部落格里提到的那位千里迢迢来探望男友的女人。多么认真结果还是被男友出卖了。果然一厢情愿是没用滴。

两首歌-一个故事

醉

借酒消愁，岂不知酒后愁更愁。今天买了一支伏特加，和我姐与她男友大干一番。酒完了，人不醉，心更碎。
第一次看到那种话你说你醉我勉强的接受了。你显出了不珍惜。第二次，很显然的就是你不被珍惜。我非常确定。我不错愕，我一点也不难过。隐藏已久的态度问题依旧显现了出来。唯一变质的是我容忍的量。我从没这么委屈过。甚至我怀疑爱是否说说而已，一点行动与表现都没有，只是给他人爽罢了。《爱的更简单》里说到，你必须懂得你想要得到什么，而不是一点侵略性也没有。虽然你想要跟你得到的将不会是正比，可是连基本的尊重与珍惜都得不到，那么一切都是枉然。
看了台湾好多谈话性节目，里头说到长相的重要性。案例一，一位女明星的男友劈腿，他所做所为让人听了骂得狗血淋头，当那位女明星拿出手机显示出他的照片，一旁的女性朋友马上异口同声地说原谅他吧。长相呗。人们都是现实滴。如果没有长相，才华总得有吧。如果连才华都没有，那你必须要有内涵。如果有钱的话，其他的因素就不必考虑了。男为女而亡，女则为财而亡呗，这是千古不变的道理。我虽然没有长相，可是我相信钱财可以换到它吧。我有内涵；才华叻。。。 eeeee....我相信我烹饪的功力渐渐增加当中。假以时日，我必可烧出道道好菜。
更奇怪的是我遇到了好 白目的人。什么都没有在那里拽屁。我呸！如果你能用你那个态度与他人生存下去，那么你必须感恩，因为上帝有在眷顾你。
处此之外，你们相信真爱吗？看过那种黑配白，美与丑，高与矮，门不当户不对的吗？不看条件真心付出的才是值得敬佩的。
虽然今天这条路不走不好，那么就改一改你人生的道，希望在这条充满荆棘的道路中能遇到一位真心与你克服一切的伴呗。
今夜心情：剪不断理还乱/借酒消愁，愁更愁。

恨

花田里犯的错，说好在破晓前忘掉，可我却无法释怀。
第五十天。无须多说些什么。 自私加上愚蠢造就了这一切。妈从来没说过什么聪明的话，唯一一句点醒了我：‘如果有心，什么事都能做到’。我不需要任何借口与理由了。
我姐的朋友千里迢迢来探望男友，一个愿打，一个愿挨，多么甜蜜（而且还是自己存的钱）。蜜雪告诉过我同样的事。到现在还是很感激她在我最挣扎的时候拉了我一把。自己的事还要问别人，回头来我发现一开始缺少的是信任与一颗心。天蝎座爱恨分明，爱你事可以让你拥有他的全世界，恨你时，将恨你入骨。算了，宁缺勿滥。。显~~

Gone

Paris trip GONE~~ THanks to worst blizzard in France in the history....

Had a lousiest, most expensive and get nothing one day trip-to London.. Places visited-St Pancras and King Cross Station.

The trip started with excitement in 4 hours train from Sunderland to London. Peoples invovled: Me, sis, her bf, Audrey, Shariel(Leng lui~~wheeewhit) and Ah Bao. When we reach London, we separated. Ah Bao and Shariel headed to Tang Ren Jie for lunch. Others headed St Pancras station directly for lunch. There, I had most expensive sushi I have ever had. minimum price was 1.7 pounds ranging to most expensive 5 pounds. The dishes were tiny. The amount of rice and udon mee i ordered was countable. Costs me 11 pounds overall. 0_0...After lunch, the worst nightmare came. Ah Bao called to tell the bad news. Trains from London to Paris were cancelled due to technical problem. If that is the case, we'll be behind our schedule and our accomodation in Paris will be a problem. We took Eurostar train becoz it is the only train that goes undersea from London to Paris. Then we waited for 1 hour for more info about the train. I prayed: Dear God, please show us a way. Becoz we dono what to do next... book a hotel to stay overnight in London? Take a plane which is over expensive? Take ferry which is impossible or take the bus which is extremely dangerous. This is becoz Ah Bao just witness a bus knocked someone down when taking a left turn at 20 km/h and skid... and bang!! Pedestrians were down...

Everyone cheered when Eurostar staff announced to have an emergency timetable and the trains were operating again. Wow... God answered my prayers.... We waited for an hour after checking in. At the very last minute, the Eurostar staff members made an announcement to cancel all the trips due to severe weather conditions. Zzzz.... we waited for nothing... I wonder why they dont make that announcement earlier so that we can prepare for better alternatives... Giving false promises to make people happy, wasted people's time for nothing then saying sorry hoping to solve the problem... People are all the same.... Lousy behaviour.... We have no other choice but to take the last train home, on time. The only fun part of the journey will be chatting and playing pokers with the gals on the train for 4 hours. Shariel is such a leng lui... I heard her bf rented a whole restaurant for a night just for valentine or her birthday.... I knew why such a beautiful and nice gal is worth her bf doing that after the trip.
The news: http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20091219/wl_uk_afp/britainfrancebelgiumrailtravelweather

http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601102&sid=aGBvjPXtEkp0

God did show us a way, the better and safer way back home.

Moral of the story: no travelling during winter time.

Sad: Missed the chance to travel with leng lui and DISNEY LAANNNDD =(

Will revisit Paris again in summer.. If something ridiculous like this happened again, we'll ban Paris from our visiting list.
Below are some Photos taken.
Before we depart, pictures taken in Front of Sunderland Library

The only thing we get: Cancelled train stamp on passport from London to Paris