Lord please let the road ahead be a mystery. I smiled cause You let me saw. I would love to explore things myself instead of expecting things to happen, cause it is really helpless to see things happening without having the will to change the outcome.

Instead, I ought to say, " If the Lord wills, we shall live and do this or that'' James 4:14
I know who holds the future, And I know who holds my hand;
With God things don't just happen. Everything by Him is planned.

在我最软弱无助的时候，我认为我是孤独的时候，电话里的祷告让我的眼泪不禁地落下。主啊，你不曾离弃我，而是我背离了你。原谅我吧，虽然我知道我不配得

Eyes cant see, ears cant hear but heart sees everything. Lord it seems I cant handle the wisdom You gave. Bless everybody else more than I do as I already have enough today.

主我向你呼求，虽然我知道我不配，求主你垂听我祷告。
带走我的忧伤，带走我的重担。