早上醒来突然有一股无力感，孤独感，恐惧感，侵蚀着我的心。
糟透了。突然感觉走投无路了。接下来该怎么走，往哪走？
为什么我总是迷失？生命好苦T。T

Did I just started a marathon alone?

Eye has not seen, the things which God has prepared for those who love Him Corinthians 2:9

The world seeks fulfillment in the pleasures they adore;
But those who follows Jesus Christ are given so much more.

Belonging to God bring boundless blessings

I love my life
Every setback is my motivation to strive further.
Every hardship I face I would love you more.
Every sadness I encounter reminds me not to leave you
Every moment I am tired there will always be someone to comfort me.
Everything I do there must be a backup.
Thanks for everything.

So [Moses] cried out to the Lord, and the Lord showed him a tree. —Exodus 15:25

I know not by what methods rare
The Lord provides for me;
I only know that all my needs
He meets so graciously. —Adams

Facing an impossibility gives us the opportunity to trust God.

Striving hard these days. Assignments just sucked whole of my life away. This is the 2nd year since new challenges arrive. Just decided no more uni after this. But behind all this hard work, there is always a hope for me to drive myself further, to succeed and reunion perhaps?
May fate treats me right.

亚伯拉罕的信心

创　２２章
亚伯拉罕在１００岁的时候生下了他第一个儿子。上帝要他献上为祭。他心中没有疑虑，正当他想点火把以撒献上的时候，上帝亲自阻止了他，并用羊代替献上。

而你呢？愿意牺牲你最爱的东西把它献上为祭吗？

在这里，我会说我愿意。我不应该这么自私。请你握住我的手向前行，因我知道你的恩典如此丰厚。

回望过去，发现部落格里有许多不敢ｐｏ的文章，深深埋在草稿里。
不过，２１岁的我不会再回望过去。但我希望，未来的我会更幸福。

Where art thou my heart?
I thought I am the one who was keeping it. Today i found out it is stolen long time ago and never returned.
Emptiness filled me again. The feeling is terrifying.
Missing you badly ='(