Love Happens

1. Life always tastes like a lemon. You have only two choices. Make sour face or make lemonade.
2. Practice 5 minutes smiling a day. And you will get used to it.
3. People always have fear in their heart. Hence, they build a barrier in their heart to protect themselves from the possibility of harm.
4. Stop waiting for things to happen. Go out and make them happen.
5. Look in the rear mirror and you will regret for not focusing on things coming unexpectedly.
6.When people lost their love, they live in memories hoping to relive the happiest moments.
7. People hide their true selves so that others won't see their weakest part inside. The hardest thing to do is taking the first step.
8.Climb up the stairs and observe things from different perspective and you will find beautiful things in the same situation.
9.Caring is to step into others shoes and think from opposite site of view.
10.Things do happen unexpectedly in life, but the saddest part of it would be seeing it coming but we are unable to change to outcome.

It was so warm. Three of you came back to see me. I felt the warmth of you lying on my leg. But I couldn't sense your emotions in your eyes anymore. Why would you refuse to look at me? Have I done anything wrong? How I wish the time could have stopped at the moment. Sorrowfulness filled my heart whole day. Tears rolled down few times today. I couldn't hold it back. Father do you hear my cry? Why is this the negative emotions in me lately? I have given all my best already. I really did. Nothing could stop if it is of your intentions.
Heal me, I pray.

愛是不保留 (An Unreserved Love)

I've always been told love won't survive 常聽說世界愛沒長久
Promises will turn into lies 哪裡會有愛無盡頭
The world just think love comes and passes through 塵俗的愛只在乎曾擁有
It never lasts pure and true 一刻燦爛便要走
But I still believe love can last 而我卻確信愛是恆久
It's your unfailing love that gives me rest 碰到了祢已無別求
You were there when I needed you most 無從解釋 不可說明的愛
I'll never walk all alone 千秋過後仍長存不朽
On the cross you died and took away my curse 誰能受痛苦 被懸掛在木頭
Love so wondrous no one ever could deserve 至高的愛 盡見於刺穿的手
Your bleeding hands proved your love unreserved 看！血在流 反映愛沒保留
You are my greatest joy and treasure on the earth 持續不死的愛到萬世不休
Make my life a fragrant offering I pray 惟求奉上生命全歸主所有
Help me Lord to serve you truly everyday 要將一切盡獻於我主的手
Through tears and joy I'll give you all my praise 我已決定今生再沒所求
Let the whole world know your love and grace.  惟望得主稱讚已足夠

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afHLdc8Ibhg English link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hT_dBgh-qls&feature=related Chinese Link

Exactly 1 month away from my exams. Wisdom, concentration, support and LOVE from You much needed =)

Song of the day 不住感謝，不停讚美

黃國倫-滾石音樂　【不住感謝，不停讚美 】

喔 主的恩典是何等寶貴
主的慈愛是何等甘甜
我願嘗嘗這種滋味
便知祂的善美

這世界充滿許多謊言
求主吸引我的視線
單單愛慕祢的一切
常住祢的裡面

喔耶穌 喔耶穌
祢是何等寶貴

喔耶穌 喔耶穌
我要不住感謝
不停讚美

This song soothes me tonight.

13 April 2012

Looking back in few years time, never thought I would make it this far. It has been three years since I left my country to study in UK. I am now only 3 exams away from being a graduate engineer. Those times were harsh when I had to learn to grow. Fallen down hard, bleed myself inside out. Met different people who enlighten my life, many pass by but none would stay. But this is life, You have arranged many people to appear at some moment in my life. Some would make me happy, some would disappoint me, some would stay for a long period of time, some just temporarily. I believe that it is Your intention no matter what has happened.
I am still as blur about the future when I first step on this land. Nevertheless, You have guided me through everything. No matter what lies ahead of me, I am never afraid because I BELIEVE. I have grabbed on something SOLID to hope on. You have given me friends, lover and family. You taught me how to love because You first loved me. Although I am just a wretch, a piece of worthless shit, still You have the patience to shape me and my life in a unique way. Thank you Jesus for everything. May You let me be the light and salt in this world, to give selflessly and love unconditionally like you did. You are my greatest teacher and Father in Heaven.

Finished last assignment for the month. February and March gonna be dissertation month. Wohoo~