Even cat can be "lost"

Hrmm.. something's missing today... one of XiaoHei's children was missing...
We only realised that when a heavy rain came tiz afternoon...
XiaoHei was quiet 2day, not jumping in and out of d house as frequently as she used to be...
She was following my sis around tiz morning when she was walking outside d house 2day. And d heavy rain revealed everything. Two of XiaoHei's children were hiding in d box during the rain, me and my sis were looKing for another one but to no avail. Then my mom suddenly said she gave the kitten to our neighbour tiz morning and me and my sis were like: Huh? Y so suddenly?
But mom seems din pakat well with my dad and when my sis asked dad, he honestly told us tat the kitten died because it was crashed by d washboard tiz morning. Wow, tragic accident.. XiaoHei probably canot understand that her child has gone.. forever.. It is sad to see her still looking for the child around...
2nite, I'm kinda lost and feel outdated when ppl are talking about their new classmates and I started to wonder.. errr... where am I? What am I doing?? Err..... lolx...
And Dada, you have no idea how much I wish I could hug you in my arms 2nite.... Be strong baby... Be strong... There are some changes in life that we couldn't change. But life goes on, what we can do is choose to live our life happily or with sad feelings. But you only get to live once right? Why choose to be sad about things we can't change then? Be happy my love.. Be happy~~ =)